I've recently become a widowed mother of 4 at age 32. This will be the first Christmas without my husband.

All day (literally) I look for a job, but for whatever reason (maybe the time of year??) I can't score anything even with some experience! Anyway, with Christmas now at my doorstep along with everything else, I have come to realize that I will not have even one present for my kids this year. But I would really like to plan something for them, but I want it to be unique and very special. They are truly wonderful children. Any ideas for something I could plan with them on this Christmas day? I will be grateful for ANY ideas you may have! Thank you!