Am i the only one having this sleeping problem!!?

Okay. im 11, and im PETRIFIED of sleeping. I know this sounds so weird but im too scared to sleep because i hate the fact when you close your eyes and think of things your just gonna drift of? its ruining my life! everyday i wake up, worrying about it allday. its acctually driving me to the point not to live anymore...i have school tommorow, usually i stay on my laptop until i phiscally fall asleep, but i cant tonight i have school. is anyone else having or had this problem?!!! if so please say!! i cant go to a doctor or anything, i have the door open, nightlight etc..and dont say pray to god please..